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Falling out of system

2025-11-01

Recently, I've been not doing the best. My room is a mess, I haven't exercised in the past two days, I've been anxious over making marketing posts.

It's a bit tricky, I've put all my bets on this startup, and I'm starting to feel the pain. This Halloween, I could be dressed up as a monkey and dance the night away.

Instead, I'm here in my messy room, staring down our competitors, wondering if we can replicate the same level of success they've had, except they're 1 year into the game before us.

I've also felt sad as I haven't felt as connected with my family members. I feel a sense of lonliness that haunts me. I can't keep living like this, and one thing that I can do that would significantly bring everything back in my life together would be fixing my sleep schedule.

So from here on out, I will always be in bed by 2am, pushing it one minute back every day until we hit 1am.

Let's focus on this one thing for now, and I'll be back with more updates soon.